Save me

I look upon the Crucified one to save me from myself
Save me from my wicked thoughts and lusts
Save me from my fragile mortality
Save me from self indulgence
Save me from despair and vain hope
Save me from deceitful passions
Save me from my past and my social constructs
Save me from my present state of trouble
Save me from myself O my God

Help me not to seek thee as an unknown
Nor seek thee for my pleasure's sake
Nor seek thee for salvation
Help me to seek thee in hell

O Lord my crucified God
Help me to love thee and thee alone
Let my soul be united to thee
Help me embrace thy shame and helplessness
Help me to love thee and thee on the cross alone